wanting to go back to school
I admit, I hated going to school everyday when I was in school. But now, it’s the other way around. I want to go back to the days where I get to use my brain to its full capacity.
I took a company quiz the other day and scored high on it that I even received a priceless prize for it! I just felt so proud of myself and of what I can do. I’ve never felt so challenged and excited at the same time! While I was taking the quiz, I just had my pen and paper busy. And me, I get the kind of healthy nervousness that I used to get during my school days.
I just realized that I want to go back to school. You know my dilemma right now. That is, to remain in the career that I “fairly” love; or, to dish out all my work and start applying for med school. Choosing the latter would mean I could fulfill my childhood dream and leave my “meaningful” life. But, chosing it would entail a lot of financial risk, emotional risk and basically it would just give a lot of uncertainty.
If there’s anyone out there reading this, please comment me and give me an advice. This girl’s desperate and confused. Thank you so much!